I don’t know what to do or think or say but all I do know is i can’t sleep for shit tonight. There’s so much running through my head I really can’t even express it properly. I need to just sit down and while away the small hours now by writing and writing until I can’t write anymore. I don’t know what to do to keep my mind off things and hopefully bring me to sleep but I know if I do what I’ve been finding cathartic recently it might at least relax my mind and let it rest. It doesn’t look like I’m going to be able to sleep at all tonight if I’m honest but at least I might get a good poem out of it? Who fucking knows.